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Confessions Of A...
14 years ago
Dear broken heart,
I'm sorry I gave you away so many times for you to get hurt.
I'm sorry I ignored my head and kept putting you first.
I'm sorry I've probably tarnished you for life.
And I'm sorry that it’s always you who pays the price.
I'm sorry I don't learn from my mistakes.
I'm sorry that my actions bring you heartache.
I'm sorry that they were never “the one”.
And I'm sorry that I'm never happy on my own.
I'm sorry that I am the cause for this pain.
And I'm sorry that I will do it again.
But most of all, I'm sorry that you are stuck with me for the rest of my life.
I fear we will never meet true love and so I'm sorry that forever in two pieces you will remain.
By Unepetitemoi
Over the past year or so, speculation that Jay-Z and others are in fact members of the illuminati and devil worshippers have spread across the internet like wildfire. All of his lyrics have been scrutinised and every handshake and diamond sign he has made has been interpreted to be a trick to pull the world into believing in Satan.
To me a lot of these theories are as far-fetched as shit from china, not because they may be entirely wrong but I believe they lack importance, we shall get onto this in a minute.
However, even I cannot deny that some of the Jigga man's words and self-declaration of being god are rather strange, to Christians, devout or otherwise I suppose that such words are a sin and for this he is an ungodly man. But, to those Christians that do judge him, are you all not committing sins yourself by casting stones, when I am sure most of you are not without sin. I mean I am no bible reader so I may be wrong, but, I am pretty sure that nobody should be judged because they themselves are not God and this should be left to him.
What is more, it strikes me as pretty ironic that people including other rappers will pull his lyrics apart and say look here and here, he is claiming that he is this and that so he is definitely part of this NWO. I find this ironic because, I think a lot of these same people that do this with the lyrics of Jay-Z & Kanye and Rihanna, would then be quick to claim that those people who blame hip-hop etc for the gun crime, knife crime, the degrading of women and everything else which is wrong with the youth of today (and particularly within "black society") are in fact wrong and not looking at the bigger picture. Surely if people fully take Jay-Z's lyrics to heart then, they should criticise any rapper who talks about any of the above for the way our youth appear to have totally lost their way or would this just be to pedantic?
Furthermore, what I have found about a lot of the people who will preach that these hip hop stars are part of the illuminati, is that they then won't see that if this whole thing is true, it is bigger than music performers and everybody's favourite politician Mr Barack Obama is part of them as well.
Anyway, the real reason why I don't look too much into the whole Jay-Z/Musicians being part of some occult is because, I believe that there are far more important issues going on in the world and that people should never allow things such as music to make up their minds for them. At times it seems that people would rather youtube videos about celebrities and then preach about them worshipping the devil than focus on real issues. Slavery still exists in out world, humans are not given their basic rights in many different countries, the death penalty is still carried out in what is supposed to be one of the most civilised countries in the world, yet, the people who carry out these inhumane abuses are never considered to be part of any evil devil worshipping occult.
Why is it, that we are so quick to vilify people that WE make stars?
(All videos on Jay-Z etc being a devil worshipper/free mason can be found on youtube!..look into the history of the freemasons and devil worshippers and what it actually means, then you make up your mind and decide whether its really that important at all)
So, 2009 has been and gone, it really feels like the year did a Usain Bolt on us. 2008 seemed to merge into 2009 and the end of 2009 rapidly approached and has left everything in a blur, now this might be because in my tender old age of 22 I sadly merge events together, others will be more negative and say that my alcohol fuelled days at the UEA (University of East Anglia) were never actually a good thing.
We idolise these people (rightly or wrongly) because of how they entertain us, we revere them because their lives seem so much better than ours and we like to see them fall just to reassure ourselves that our lives aren’t all that bad. In an age where everybody appears to want to get rich quick, where shows like Big Brother and such help people with next to no talent achieve fame and riches is it really any surprise that such a big deal is made out of celebrity deaths?
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